I don't want to

I don't want you to hear me cry again.
Cry ,no more.
So please ,stay away from me.

Because ,
I don't want to.

"Hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you


"Hurt"

Tolong

Jauhi sengketa sesama saudara se Islam.
Tolong.

Lelap ku dalam sedar

Masa untuk ke alam mimpi ,bisik hati ,
Lantas tangan sepantas kilat mengeluarkan diri dari laman sesawang ,
Kaki bekerjasama melangkah menuju ke katil empuk di hujung sana.

Akhirnya baru aku sedari ,aku berada di hostel rupanya.

Laman sesawang telah membuat aku berada di awang-awangan dan terlupa aku sejenak bahawasanya aku berada di tempat orang.

Mata mula merehatkan diri ,

Namun hati mulai berbicara ,

Badan tidak kurang hebatnya , ke kiri ke kanan cuba menyelesakan diri ,

Otak mulai merembeskan pemikiran jauh dari kotak sebenar.

Akhirnya tangan mencapai jam yang kuat bekerja ,berdetik demi tuan yang dikasihi.

Baru lima belas minit berlalu ,keluh hati.

Jiwa menjadi resah ,hati mulai gelisah .

Bila agaknya aku dapat nikmat tidur yang sebenar-benarnya?

Jantung terus mengepam darah. Katanya ,tuan ku ini sedang gelisah. Mengapa ya?

Mungkin terkenang dosa-dosa yang lampau ,desak hati.

Lantas ,masa terus berlalu ,

Kedengaran sayup-sayup azan subuh berkumandang.

Baru ku tahu ,

lelap ku dalam sedar.

Tangis itu tiada erti.

*sedar aku dalam tangisan*

Tangisan ,
Tangisan yang sering menemani ,
Jatuh berkaca lantas berderai ,
Berderai nya ia tiada punca.

Namun ,
Tangis itu tiada erti.